Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Plagued

I am not feeling well today. Mentally and physically, I am not a 100%. I hate this feeling, the feeling of sadness, regret, stomach upset, with a side of guilt. I am a happy person, so when I feel like this it is all that much harder.
My kitchen ... frankly the entire house, is a pig pen. I am very environmental and hate the state that my home is in. Maybe it is reflective of my state of being now. Messy, unorganized and things out of place.
I can't wait to get back to normal.